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Late Onset Lactose Intolerance

A few weeks ago, I drank a glass of milk and became sick to my stomach later that day. I figured it was something I ate. Two days later, I drank another glass of milk and, too, attained mud-butt. I had become lactose intolerant at the ripe age of 24. I did some research and found this from: http://emedicine.medscape.com/article/930971-overview. I guess I’m not a freak after all!

Lactose intolerance in adulthood is very common and is the result of a genetically programmed progressive loss of the activity of the small intestinal enzyme lactase. Some scientists believe that human adult lactase polymorphism evolved in the Neolithic period, after animal milk became available for the nutrition of older children and adults. Expression of the lactase enzyme starts to decline in most persons at age 2 years; almost 4 billion people worldwide have lactose malabsorption. However, symptoms of lactose intolerance rarely develop in people younger than 6 years.

Milk intolerance is more frequently due to milk-protein allergy than primary lactase deficiency. Although transient lactose intolerance may occur during acute gastroenteritis and as part of any process that leads to reduction of the small intestinal absorptive surface (such as untreated celiac disease), it is rarely clinically significant and, when present, can be easily treated with a short course of a lactose-free diet. Diagnosing lactose intolerance based on symptoms is fairly inaccurate; however, self-reported symptoms of lactose intolerance correlate with low calcium intake. Calcium supplementation should accompany any restriction of milk products.

So, cheers all my lactose intolerant friends. Asian soy-milk is now my favorite! Also, I can strangely eat all the cheese I want without any hitches – fingers crossed!

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Investigation of the Self

This post is wanting to be an investigation of my trials and tribulations, but it might digress into an unfocused ramble. I am having trouble sleeping tonight. Lately, I’ve been sleeping very soundly. I have a lot on my mind right now, as I’ve got a lot on my plate this week. Many deadlines to meet and people to see and I still have to make time to eat.

I want to look into my fear. It seems as though I have let fear conquer me, it is becoming me. I am no longer the daring and unafraid Derek. It seems as though I have become tame and I am ok with it. I used to always take risks and was quite successful with thinking quickly on my feet in any given situation. What has happened to me? Why the sudden change? Is it because I over-analyze my life?; the people involved?; doubt? I mean, just look at my writing style. I can count many words that are negative. Perhaps that is a way to change things; to think more positive and blind myself to fear, doubt, and ideas of uncertainty.

I think this is a big step for me, to investigate what has happened to me in the last few years to cause such angst and discontent. It is important in transformation to realize what one has become in order to emerge into someone and/or something different. And this is exactly what I want – to transform, to evolve into someone happier and living life with more abundance. These are much more positive words to use in my daily vocabulary.

I was watching The Big Bang Theory earlier tonight, and Sheldon said something that really made me think. He said, “What you’re experiencing is classic Jungian crisis, in which the aging individual morns the loss of the never to be realized ideal family unit.” He goes on to say, “The Germans have a term for what you’re feeling. Weltschmerz. It means the depression that arises from comparing the world as it is to a hypothetical, idealized world.” The part that hit me hardest was the explanation of Weltschmerz because it explained how I have been feeling lately. My mind is not satisfied by my physical reality. Don’t get me wrong, I am a very happy and jolly person (most of the time), but there are times of manic depression where I am so frustrated about the way things are in reality. I think this is why I enjoy sleeping. My dreams are the only place where my subconscious reality can play out in a fantastical world with no bounds. When I cannot sleep, it depresses me. I want to live out this crazy and wild existence, but my mind is conflicted with real, physical life; my own personal frustrations and shortcomings.

I saddens me that I don’t pursue things that I know make me happy. I mope around and don’t frolic like I know I want to. Is this a sign of depression? I have a feeling that a large part of it boils down to my environment. I have many great memories in this house, but I also have many bad ones. The mentality of my parents does not help. They never leave the house, and in turn I never leave the house. It’s a terrible way to live out existence. I have set goals to get out of here and live on my own by the end of the year, but it has been troublesome finding employment. I have started applying to places like, Home Depot and BestBuy. BestBuy never got back to me – is this not sad? I have a feeling I am approaching this all wrong, but maybe I am not to blame. I have had little success in the last two years with constant work. I have done odds and ends jobs that only last days or weeks – the best (and most rewarding) has been with Move Productions, which I hope to continue working next dance season. It combines the two things I love most about hard work: technology and working with my hands. I absolutely admire what my boss has done with his company and hope to grow along with it.

Back to unemployment; Since I’ve graduated in 2008, I have always (conveniently) pointed blame to the tough economical strains our country has been encountering. That is the reason for my empty pockets, that is the reason why I feel so small and unable. I think that convenience has become my worst enemy. I have said this before, but ‘easy’ is depressing and uninteresting, yet I keep finding myself choosing the ‘easy’ way. Is this human nature? Am I predisposed to think and act this way? I hate it.

I think this ties in with Weltschmerz: that the cruel and harsh situation of the economy has put me into a sort of physical and social grey-area. I don’t know how to back this up with evidence, other than this is how I feel. I feel so lost. Perhaps, an outcast lost in Los Angeles. The city I call my birthplace alienates me, I need to get away for a while; maybe permanently.

Another entry I want to write about in the near future is: Has higher education turned me into a pussy?

Kid Cudi – Erase Me feat. Kanye West

Erase Me featuring Kanye West is Kid Cudi’s first single from his new album Man on the Moon II: The Legend of Mr. Rager.

Chromeo – Don’t Turn The Lights On

From Chromeo’s anticipated new album Business Casual set for release on September 14, 2010, here is their new music video from the single Don’t Turn The Lights On.

Professor Longhair, Big Chief

Professor Longhair, Big Chief is a really amazing free-running video that was e-mailed to me from, yes, I’m surprised too, but: My Dad! This British duo jump and lunge across some interesting landscape. This is a new style of sport from the free-running of yesteryear (that I’ve ever seen); perhaps their style is more influenced by the geography of their city.

Red Bull Music Academy: A-Trak

Hearing his electronica mixes at music festivals and raves made me forget that A-Trak was the youngest DMCs World DJ Champion in the history of the competition. In this Red Bull Music Academy video archival footage, A-Trak rips it up on the ones and twos and shows us how far the art of turntablism has come. More info on A-Trak here.